Heart To Touch

my soul, my mind, my strength.

I
LOVE YOU



dear....my dearest dear..
i love you..and i wont stop loving you..
i accept you as you are...

what has been, let it fade with the wind.....
what is now, lets just do our best and love each other no matter how..
what is to come, let God decide the way our life how it would become..
what we have, is what you and i are..

i will love you with all my heart...
this is what i promise to myself and my heart..
how rough, how hard, nothing is to compare..
the love in my heart God gave me to share..


dear
when i say that i love you,
it means i'll give the best for you
when i say that i love you,
i will give everything to you.
no more fear bout the future or blame for the past.
this is because
when i say that i love you
its truly from my heart and i really do.

today
a wonderful day to me
tho its abit busy, abit sad, abit sorrow, abit joy
still
it is nothing to compare to the strong love from within me towards you.
still i cant stop thinking of you.
i want you to support me in prayer as i do to you
b
i need you.
thank you so much for letting me have you.
i wont waste not a single bit of what you are giving to me.

I LOVE YOU
till the end.....and till the end.

DEAR, Happy Anniversary..
hugs n kisses for you,my Love.

Night To Sleep

a wonderful night
been a tiring day doing stuff and going around

it was last night.

my day started as usual
woke up and morning devotion..
a wonderful word from the bible
2 Chor 5: 1 - 11
i learn that we as believers
we are to live a life to serve Him
do our best for Him
so that He will be glad and we will receive our payment in Heaven.
a nice one to complete the day.

but one thing...
i just cant forget
not even a second in everything that i do
i think of her,my dear bb.

i miss her sooo insanely much that i cant help it but think of her all day long
prayer by prayer every moment
she is the kind that easily gets disturbed by even a small thing.
i wish that she can take abit of me to strengthen herself
but that's just impossible.

so i prayed and surrender all this to God to deal.
i said:
Lord Jesus, i cant help it
i keep on worrying about my other heart.
please comfort her and always be with her and guide her.
Amen.
that's only a part of the prayer.

as time pass by
night came
i miss her and i miss her and i just cant stop missing her
feels that i just want to put on my shoes and run to her
to hug her, to comfort her.
dear,i just want to be with you.

missing you is such a beautiful but painful thing.
im so deeply in love
in love
LOVE
......
....
..
..................
till
i fell asleep..ahak!
such a sweet moment thinking of you.
dear
sorry to not say goodnight last night
didn't even noticed my system was shutting down automatically.

a new day today
live life to the fullest
live to love
live to do God's work
and live to touch souls.
dear,have a wonderful day.
Thank You Lord for another chance to shine.
bb dear,ill love you always and you alone will i love.
Hugs and Kisses!!...

I LOVE YOU!

Missing The Heart

THE DAY I LEFT HOME AGAIN
it wasn't something easy.still.i have to leave.it was three days before Christmas.


the reason was to help our church back in Kota Bharu.
i went off with a heavy heart
leaving my family
and another part of me,my dear darling.

this is another unusual stuff to do.
to leave before Christmas
and celebrating it without dad,mum and my two sis with me.

before this
Christmas means having a great time rocking in church
open house with family
and going around visiting relatives and friends
getting too full and end up sleeping with joy and stomach stuffed with nice foods.

i told myself before i left
its going to be so different
celebrating Christmas in Kelantan.
hmmmmm....

to cut the story short
it wasn't as bad as what i had in mind before that.
Christmas with the church members was kinda cool.
just that we don't go visiting.
i just don't get why
maybe that's just how people here celebrate it.
they don't invite people to their home.

instead
we went to the beach
had a big game of beach football.
that made me so tired.
ahahaha...
laugh and laugh and laugh..
after the game and swimming
we went for our dinner at the "pasar"
or its where they call
" Kebun Sultan"
ehe.

after a wonderful meal
we went back to church...that's where we finish our Christmas night.
still
i cant get it.
me being so "emo"
abit of joy and a mixture of sadness and missing home.
i miss her sooooo much.
hmmmmm...

but at the end of the day
i get it.
maybe this is what God wants to show me.
He wants me to help them who wasn't able to go back, being so far away from their home to celebrate Christmas and to share the truth about what Christmas really is.

Jesus,
im so glad to be someone You can use to touch others.
thank You for everything.

Mum & Dad,
Nunda & Muna,
Thanx for letting me go
i miss all of you.

and
Sweetheart,i miss you and i can't wait to meet you here again.
make sure you come back!!..
ahaha..





Christmas is a special day.
Jesus' Birthday..that's what they say.
but to me..it's so much more than that...
it's about Love and Grace..
yeap!...
that's what my heart thinks...ehehe.


BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!